Selling w/God

In 2012, I kept the Lord close—but I was often living a lukewarm life.

I chose a partner who didn’t walk with God, and though my heart longed for safety, I settled for comfort.

At the same time, I was transitioning my love and life consulting practice into a more holistic life coaching business.

I went as far as I could without fully surrendering—until the Lord made it clear:

“Apart from Me, you can do nothing.”
And this time, He was referring to my capacity for financial expansion.

It became painfully evident that building a 7- to 10-figure legacy wouldn’t happen in compromise. A lukewarm life was a capped life—and my net worth would reflect my level of obedience.

In 2018, I faced the truth: I had chosen a self-diagnosed narcissist back in 2012 and married him in December 2017.

Amid years of emotional neglect and silent treatment, I returned to school for my PhD in Health Psychology and began quietly rebuilding—this time, specializing in Mind Redesign.

I became my own first patient.

I healed in secret.
I built in the shadows.
And through it all, the Father never left me.

Even in my lukewarm seasons, He stayed—gently helping me run a business that still bore fruit, even while I wrestled in silence.

But I couldn’t break past a financial ceiling. I had to work multiple jobs to cover basic needs, business tools, my podcast, my website, and take care of my children. I was building, surviving, and barely sustaining.

Two years after I fully repented and rebuilt my business unto the Lord—things began to shift.

I had to reconstruct my business on a new foundation. One that included more of Him in every part of the process.
Not just my prayers—but my prices, my positioning, and my presence online.

When my then-husband withheld love, affection, and intimacy, I would fast from everything—yes, even self-pleasure—and turn to the Lord.
I sought divine guidance for sales strategy.
For client conversations.
For seed-sowing and marketing.
I traded emotional deprivation for spiritual activation.

I’m sharing this in full transparency—not for sympathy, but to strengthen your spirit.

Because you may be in a valley.
Or crossing a river.
Or standing in front of a mountain that feels too high to climb.

But even in lukewarm seasons—He is there.

And there will come a moment when He asks you to choose.
To leave behind the compromise.
To pick up your mantle.
To build the legacy He actually designed for you.

I’ve added some journal prompts below to support you in your journey of selling with God.

You are not alone.
And I am coming into agreement with your ability to sell with your Father in Heaven—
From overflow.
From obedience.
From power.

✨ Selling with God – Journal Prompts

1. What would selling feel like if I fully trusted God to send the people, not me?

2. Where do I still believe that charging high prices is unholy, greedy, or selfish?

3. What has God already asked me to do—but I’ve delayed or avoided it?

4. When was the last time I invited God into my sales page, pitch, or price?

5. What role does fear play in my launch or sales process? What is it afraid will happen?

6. What is the testimony I’m afraid to share—but could heal or activate someone else?

7. Where in my body do I feel resistance around selling—and what truth needs to be spoken there?

8. If Jesus were my business partner today, what would He tell me to offer, charge, or say?

9. What emotion or memory do I need to bring to God so I can sell from a place of peace?

10. What would it look like for me to preach, teach, or sell with no apology?

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Hope this supports you today! ✨